im down to about 185 on a good day! yay!! no more 190s!! goodbyeeee forever!!!


i went on the ellipitcal for an hour today and im exhausteddddd. haha
anyhooo

im going to leave you with a quote.. Don't sacrifice your future for a momentary pleasure

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Happy New Year!!

SO this year the only resolution i have made is to lose those last 40 pounds. I had fallen off the wagon since christmas but today is day 2 of being on track and so far im doing pretty well.

Kelly wanted to join the gym with me so i got him a special free pass to my gym. We went today.. he got his butt kicked after 15 mins so we stopped. lol. oh well atleast i got a good workout yesterday w/ Zumba Toning and Yoga and again last night playing Just Dance 2 :)
He seems pretty determined to where i dont think hes going to quit just yet just taking it easy, which i remember when i first started the whole journey and yessss it was really hard at first.

personal training! EEP!

EEP! tomorrow is my very first personal training session and boy oh boy am i nervous!

I'm scared im going to be t-rex sore like that first weight lifting class where i couldnt bend my arms and not the mention the legs making me walk funny!!! haha
im also afraid im going to puke haha..


alright back to biggest loser , even though its seriously the worst season every!! these cry babies who just keep playing the game instead of doing what they are there to do.. LOSE WEIGHT! they are down to 8 people in the episode im watching... (im a little behind) and i swear last year they were all wayyyy thinner than this cast is.

monday means business!!

WOW The thanksgiving holiday / pre-holiday sure were rough for counting calories and exercising! Before the holiday i worked out tuesday the 23rd.. then not again until today! Normally i dont work out on tuesday but boy oh boy i had gained 3.6 pounds and i was like no way jose! back to business!!

So i am back to measuring portions and only eating things that i can get a calorie count from! So far im doing super! mind you its only been one day but i was actually 4 calories under my alloted amount for 1300 something ! my mantra of the day was "you are full!" "you are full!"

BUT! on to more positive news i have reignited my love for shopping and clothes! i love being able to try on clothes no matter what store im in and find things that i love the way i look in them! its a super awesome feeling!

alrighty ya'll wish me luck!! :)

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Aids Walk

On October 17th im doing a walk in austin texas for aids/hiv awareness and support in central texas. Im not even half way to my goal of 250 but maybe you can help me get there. All i ask is instead of spending that 5.00 for your starbucks coffee in the morning or your friday night beer after work .. or for the healtier people.. the smoothie after your workout to please put that towards a good cause!!

You can show your support for me by clicking this link!!

thank you!!

yoga and delicious dinner :)

a day full of awesome news!!

first! at yoga this morning i did 2 new poses that i hadn't done before. i had always tried to do the shoulder stand but this morning i did it! mind you my legs were not completely straight but it takes time people!!


the 2nd pose was camel pose, but it was slightly modified as i only had one arm down and the other was up but its better than nothing!!

I'm so proud of myself I've come so far! :)



2nd! i made this delicious Crab Salad Melt on an english muffin. its kinda like a tuna melt but i hateeee tuna! mmmm yum!! it was very good! i put a little too much tabasco and when i ate it, it kept bumping my nose so now my nose is burning lol.